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Good colleague makes me happy

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Today I went out drinking. In the first place, I don't like to drink, especially when I go with a lot of people beacuse I think it is troublesome. But I only like it if I go with good colleague.

I went with my colleague who is sales. He is the positive and smart business person. So I enjoyed good time. We don't need to take care each other, and talk about anything that is worthless conversation.

I understand that maybe he thought that he want me to keep working in this company. However his purpose is so that, I spent good time. I learned good colleague makes me happy. I want to cherish my good colleagues.

Double standard is bad way when we work

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I learn that double standard is bad way when we work. I have 2 bosses. One is the general manager of the project, and his position is Senior Manager. Another one is the adviser of the project, and his position is Exective Partner. You know, it's hard situation because I'm a consultant, not a manager, so my position is the role who is directed.

Of course I'm a project manager of this projects, so I have to think how this project is directed. But my dicision is controled by them, especially Exective Partner. I think his management style is to control everything. In fact, I dislike this style, so I feel I don't work the way I want to. 

Senior Manager has good balance. He always listen to me, and advise me. And he experienced only Strategy project, so he is so smart. I don't dislike Exective Partner personality, but dislike his work style. So I always follow Senior Manager.

I understand that I have to manage the boss, but it's difficult for me. And it's not good way to exist double standard. For the member or manager who is on-site, maybe it is hate situation. So I recommend we don't use this situation.

It costs a lot to take a movie

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Last Sunday I met my brother to talk the project that is to take a movie. I said him if you really want to take a moive and want me to make it, first you have to understand why you want to do and explain me, and how it costs to do it. I think his great point is to finish the task by the deadline. He prepared to talk about it to me. I listened to his talk, I decieded to coperate him. 

We could understand that taking the movie needs lots of money. There are costs of labor, costs of equipment, and overhead expenses. Total is about 1.8 million. It is my first experience to calculate this costs, so I didn't know that it is high or not. But in either case, we have to collect lots of money.

It is hard thing I know, but I'm excited because it is the challenge for me. New things I try makes me high. Maybe I love to try anything that I never experience. I stand the start line now. I looking forward to doing it.

Unbelievable skill to play songs improvise

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I see the "Yuyuta" video on Youtube. He is an Youtuber or liver and he has unbelivable skill that to play songs improvise. When he gets the requests from listener, he hear the original song and play it with keyboard.

Of course the first take isn't perfect but he can play at a certain level. When I was little boy, I learned the piano. So I know that playing piano is not easy. Since I experienced piano, I can't beleive his skill. It's magnificent talent.

But his funny point is vulgarity. He uses dirty joke a lots. This gap makes his popular I think. Anyway his talent is wonderful without doubt.

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I fell our terrible is insanely small thing

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Today I got down because I didn't go well the job. But a while ago I see the interesting tweet on twitter (it's below)

 I saw the video and I felt better. From the perspective of the universe, our terrible is insanely small thing. It's the thing about the moment. 

I want to say her Thank you. If I see this tweet, I sleep with the dark feeling. I'm impressed that only a tweet makes me better.

I'ｍ Jealous of my brother's mind

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Today I met my brother. He said me that "I want you to help me to take a movie". I don't  know how to take a movie. I'm working as a operational consultant. I don't know the reason.

He said "I think it is not important for me that you have the knowledge and skills to take a movie. I hope you join our team and support to management this project. I'm trust you because you are my brother and you work as a consultant. If I do that, this project won't go well. But if you do, I think it goes better more than me". 

In short, my brother want me to support his project as a consultant. I think it is good chance to know new world. And I'm jealous of his mind because he is so obedient and he does things that he want to do. 

Recently I feel boring to work only a office worker. So I think it is a chance of making something new and interesting. I said "OK. I understand what you want to. I receive your request", and I give him some instructions in next weekend. I'm gald to use my knowledge and skills that I study in my business life. 

Of course, it's not easy I think because I and my brother don't experience this project. On the other hand, I'm not sure but I'm excited this project. Maybe I hope new challenge or new project I've never tried. I'm looking forward this. In the end, I'll run with him and his team.